Hello Sir, how are you doing ? Is it pretty good ? I hope so, or maybe you are busy working now ? Hmm... Don't make it as your problem, okay? Just let them flow away!
Well, Sir I think you've already read some of my journals here, or if I guess you've read the whole journals of my task in this blog, right?
Wow!! How lucky you are and how I'm proud of you, Sir ! You are the first person who can read and check all my journals here, and you don't mind to read these though you're busy.
Well, as an Indonesian, I don't want to forget to say "thanks", but I want to express it briefly in western style.
"Sir, thanks a lot you've read my journals in your busy time".
Btw, it's almost in the last journal of mine. So, what's your opinion about this blog and all of the journals, Sir? is it over and over worst? Or flat? Huh! Actually it's confusing me. I don't know the result of my journals task along this semester. Are they in the wrong grammatical, unarranged structure, or both of them?
You see, especially for the four latest journals, I made them all at once. How stuck I am! I felt like I want to complete them all, so I intended to finish them in a day. I didn't consider how the result was. I didn't think whether it was okay or not if I made no space of time for doing the four journals left?
Alright Sir, tell me please! Which part of my journal writing you like most? Or maybe you dislike most? Tell me the title ! And why? I need it most. I need to know the reason, because it'll help me to establish my willing to keep writing. Don't you think to be a writer or an author is a right place for me? (lol) just a kidding Sir. I'm just too confidence to amuse myself.
In your mind, are the journals of my thought monotone? I couldn't make something brand new on my journals. Almost all the journals are same (I mean the style is), but you should know that I've tried to do my best, Sir! Here are the result ! Here are the best of my ability that i could to! I'm sorry I couldn't be excellent on dropping my ideas to this blog, but "CONGRATULATION" for you. You have made a force become a habit now, I mean you have made me comfortable and get used to write anything frankly.
Thanks a lot, Sir :)
Minggu, 19 Desember 2010
Great !! - Journal 13
It's great to be a teacher !! In my opinion, teacher is a person who teaches someone or ones not only in school but also in course, etc. At the first time, I never attract to be someone who will meet and teach someone or ones., moreover if I should teach children under ten. Maybe I can't control my emotion, when they ask me about something they don't understand, I can't explain the subject which I tell them, I can't be patient of their annoying acts, and I will be angry with them when they can't keep silent in the class and attack me in many questions.
Unfortunately, all what I have assumed are wrong. I get the contrast of what I have been thinking of. To be a teacher is an interesting thing. It's wonderful and a nice job. I've been an English course teacher since September 2010. My clients (I mean my students) are all children. They are all about less than 10 years old.
I have to teach three classes there , and in each class it consists of 5-7 students.
I can't deny that to make my students calm when the teaching process is so difficult. It needs tricks and much more energy to solve them. It makes me think much about the ways. I always try to find something brand new to melt my students' feeling and acts.
Nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing! When there is a will, there is a way! Here are two proverb for this case. In climax, while the running time, I get their weaknesses point. I succeed to make them melted. I succeed to make them calm in a right way when the teaching process happens, and all my first assumptions were wrong. Absolutely wrong ! When my students have closed to me, everything's fine. I can control my emotion, I can answer their questions, I can explain the subject which I tell them, I can be patient of their annoying acts, and I won't be angry with them.
Maybe I should thank much to God because I've taken English-Teaching major, so it helps me to solve my problem for this case.
Hmm... I almost forget! I am fond of children now because "be a teacher".
Unfortunately, all what I have assumed are wrong. I get the contrast of what I have been thinking of. To be a teacher is an interesting thing. It's wonderful and a nice job. I've been an English course teacher since September 2010. My clients (I mean my students) are all children. They are all about less than 10 years old.
I have to teach three classes there , and in each class it consists of 5-7 students.
I can't deny that to make my students calm when the teaching process is so difficult. It needs tricks and much more energy to solve them. It makes me think much about the ways. I always try to find something brand new to melt my students' feeling and acts.
Nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing! When there is a will, there is a way! Here are two proverb for this case. In climax, while the running time, I get their weaknesses point. I succeed to make them melted. I succeed to make them calm in a right way when the teaching process happens, and all my first assumptions were wrong. Absolutely wrong ! When my students have closed to me, everything's fine. I can control my emotion, I can answer their questions, I can explain the subject which I tell them, I can be patient of their annoying acts, and I won't be angry with them.
Maybe I should thank much to God because I've taken English-Teaching major, so it helps me to solve my problem for this case.
Hmm... I almost forget! I am fond of children now because "be a teacher".
Sabtu, 18 Desember 2010
EMPTY TANK - Journal 12
Hey, it's real !! You should know this fact, and it means you have to read this journal.
Hmmm..have you ever had an annoying friend in your school? A friend who will make you feel want to "kill" him/her much? Or classmate who always acts as if he knows everything, but in fact not?
Sorry, for this case I can't guess it, but "CONGRATULATION" it's lucky for you who have never had a classmate/ a friend like what my friends and I have experienced.
Unluckily for me, I have met an annoying friend since some years ago. It's a boy. Let's call him as "EMPTY TANK".
Actually there is no wrong from his appearance. The worst damn things which make me feel so annoy are his acts. I don't know why. Not only me who get this unfeeling well but also most of my friends are. A boy who looks like a girl, too much talkactive, dogmatic, always wants to be number one and always acts as Mr. Know-all (a novel by W. Somerset Maugham), but in fact he knows nothing.
How you will be angry when you have already done your task but your friend comes to you, and then cheats it dishonestly. I mean he will come to you, look at your task, then he will start his long talks and say like he has already finished it by himself too, but in the real fact, when he looked at your task, he tried to memorize all the answers, he copied to his sheet paper, and admitted that it really belonged to him. This is one of the worst damn things of "Empty Tank"
The "Empty Tank" is also fond of interrupting someone's talk, no matter for him it's his friends' or his teachers'. He acts as if he is the most genius professor.
Everything which's stated from his mouth is always true for him. is he Mr. Know-all? Hell ! No ! It's too contrast. He isn't Max Kelada who known as Mr. Know-all as in one of W. Somerset Maugham's novel. Sorry to say that he is just a crazy imitators who pretends as if he knows everything happened in this world.
The other loathsome-thing that will make you feel want to chop him is, he always mocks his friends who in mispronouncing or misspelling about English. He criticizes his friends in wrong way and he looks like underrating his friends. But, when there is a competition, and the teacher asks him to join it, he will refuse it in many reasons and ways. For example, too busy, has no time to prepare himself for joining it, not interested in the prize of the competition, has no challenges, not in a good-mood, or what else. Unfortunately "I DON'T CARE", my friends and I know the truths. He refuses because he has no braveness. He has just useless ability to face it. All that can be done by him is only "as if".
"Talk more does less" it is him.
Hmmm..have you ever had an annoying friend in your school? A friend who will make you feel want to "kill" him/her much? Or classmate who always acts as if he knows everything, but in fact not?
Sorry, for this case I can't guess it, but "CONGRATULATION" it's lucky for you who have never had a classmate/ a friend like what my friends and I have experienced.
Unluckily for me, I have met an annoying friend since some years ago. It's a boy. Let's call him as "EMPTY TANK".
Actually there is no wrong from his appearance. The worst damn things which make me feel so annoy are his acts. I don't know why. Not only me who get this unfeeling well but also most of my friends are. A boy who looks like a girl, too much talkactive, dogmatic, always wants to be number one and always acts as Mr. Know-all (a novel by W. Somerset Maugham), but in fact he knows nothing.
How you will be angry when you have already done your task but your friend comes to you, and then cheats it dishonestly. I mean he will come to you, look at your task, then he will start his long talks and say like he has already finished it by himself too, but in the real fact, when he looked at your task, he tried to memorize all the answers, he copied to his sheet paper, and admitted that it really belonged to him. This is one of the worst damn things of "Empty Tank"
The "Empty Tank" is also fond of interrupting someone's talk, no matter for him it's his friends' or his teachers'. He acts as if he is the most genius professor.
Everything which's stated from his mouth is always true for him. is he Mr. Know-all? Hell ! No ! It's too contrast. He isn't Max Kelada who known as Mr. Know-all as in one of W. Somerset Maugham's novel. Sorry to say that he is just a crazy imitators who pretends as if he knows everything happened in this world.
The other loathsome-thing that will make you feel want to chop him is, he always mocks his friends who in mispronouncing or misspelling about English. He criticizes his friends in wrong way and he looks like underrating his friends. But, when there is a competition, and the teacher asks him to join it, he will refuse it in many reasons and ways. For example, too busy, has no time to prepare himself for joining it, not interested in the prize of the competition, has no challenges, not in a good-mood, or what else. Unfortunately "I DON'T CARE", my friends and I know the truths. He refuses because he has no braveness. He has just useless ability to face it. All that can be done by him is only "as if".
"Talk more does less" it is him.
Minggu, 12 Desember 2010
Why English is important-Journal 11
Is English important? Absolutely yes! Why? What are the reasons? Alright, in this chance I'd like to share you about the importance of English in the point of me.
Why I am born as Indonesian? Why not as an English or human within English-speaking country? Maybe, if I were English, I would be able to speak English well. In fact, I'm not English. I'm an Indonesian. Indonesia is not an English-speaking country. So, I'm as an Indonesian doesn't have an ability to speak English since born. You know, English is the first language in the world. Almost every useful thing needs English nowadays. For example, first, if you go to Google site, you will find information in English most. Can you imagine if you know nothing about English at all? You will just keep silent toward your computer (or another thing such a laptop, etc) bbecause of your confusion what you should do.
Second, if you want to apply for a good job, usually you have to face an English-interview test, and if you know nothing, so you will get nothing too.
Thurd,if you want to go abroad but you can't speak English, you know nothing about English, so you can't go there, or you should hire a guide to help you to translate your talks to the foreigner. Do you know how much money you have to spend for hiring a guide? I think it needs much.
From the three parts of example about knowing nothing English at all, that's way I have to know English much, I have to learn English, and I have to be able to speak English well because English is so important. So, at least, I can do the three things above by a wish of a better result.
Why I am born as Indonesian? Why not as an English or human within English-speaking country? Maybe, if I were English, I would be able to speak English well. In fact, I'm not English. I'm an Indonesian. Indonesia is not an English-speaking country. So, I'm as an Indonesian doesn't have an ability to speak English since born. You know, English is the first language in the world. Almost every useful thing needs English nowadays. For example, first, if you go to Google site, you will find information in English most. Can you imagine if you know nothing about English at all? You will just keep silent toward your computer (or another thing such a laptop, etc) bbecause of your confusion what you should do.
Second, if you want to apply for a good job, usually you have to face an English-interview test, and if you know nothing, so you will get nothing too.
Thurd,if you want to go abroad but you can't speak English, you know nothing about English, so you can't go there, or you should hire a guide to help you to translate your talks to the foreigner. Do you know how much money you have to spend for hiring a guide? I think it needs much.
From the three parts of example about knowing nothing English at all, that's way I have to know English much, I have to learn English, and I have to be able to speak English well because English is so important. So, at least, I can do the three things above by a wish of a better result.
Selasa, 07 Desember 2010
Parents = Your Mom and Your Dad-Journal 10
“My parents are the best parents in the world” I’m sure that most of people will state this statement first to describe their parents. Every child has their own parents. Parents are a mom and a dad. Let’s call your mom and your dad as your parents.
Do you realize what your parents have done for you since you’re a baby? Can you count how much money that your parents have spent for you since you’re in a new born?
Two example of simple questions but they’re hard to be answered.
And, what will you do if your parents give you a letter? (like: )
My child
When I get old I hope you understand and have patience with me
In case I break a plate or spill soup on the table because I’m loosing my eyesight
I hope you don’t yell at me
When my hearing gets worse and I can’t hear what you are saying, I hope you don’t call me “deaf” please repeat what you said or write it down
When my knees get weaker I hope you have the patience to help me get up
Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk
When I keep repeating my self like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me
Please don’t make fun of me or get sick of listening to me
When the time of my death comes
I hope you hold my hand and give me strength to face death
And don’t worry...
I will whisper in God’s ear to bless you…
Sorry, I can’t continue it. I have no strength to imagine if one day I’ll get a letter from my parents like some parts of a letter above. I believe that I’ll drop my tears like what I’m getting right now. I cry because I am so thankful for having parents. A great parents like my mom and my dad. I realized that I can’t be like what they have done for me.
Your parents, my parents, are the greatest gift from God. They don’t need to be paid, and they don’t want to be paid. They just want to see a happiness face of their children.
My parents are so precious for me, I can’t imagine how my life is without my parents. so damn I love them much! And I wish you could do. You love your parents too.
Boring Night-Journal 9
Thursday, November 18th 2010! I think it’s the most boring night for me. I don’t know why, but this what I feel right now. Yet sleepy, and have nothing to do till late of night. Neither friend nor boyfriend who will be beside me, who will be my sharing friend, and who will accompany me along this silence night faithfully. Here’s the worst damn situation of mine. I stuck of a thought, and realize that I still have so many tasks as duty to do. The tasks which always judge my mind to complete them soon. I think it shouldn’t be a matter. Just let it go away. (What a forcing feeling!)
Boring..boring..and boring. The only word and feeling in my mind. It haunts me along this night every single second, single minute and single hour. Boring because of I have no ideas to do or boring because of I don’t know what I have to do. I don’t know the answer exactly. But, it’s the only feeling of me now. That’s what I know.
I switch on the TV. I try to find some programs which can entertain me, but I find nothing. It’s just annoying me. I keep thinking and thinking. What should I do now?
Okay! Maybe I’ll try to find my laptop. I turn it on. I’m staring in front of it now. After few minutes, I start clicking the mouse of the laptop step by step. I open notepad and I start pushing the keypad letter by letter, word by word, and sentence by sentence.
Here’s the result! A doc has been made. It’s my private doc. I don’t want someone reads this doc, because it’s just like my diary. I think it will accompany me along this night. I type about how’s my feeling now. I share with this nonliving object (laptop) and of course, I don’t forget to give this secret writing a title. “Boring Night” it’s the title.
I share by telling the feeling of this night here. All the words come smoothly into my mind. So, it makes me to drop the ideas to this laptop easily. Now, I don’t feel too boring anymore, but I’m still in boring atmosphere though I’ve known what I’d like to do. I’d like to make this annoying feeling goes far away from my mind. Can I? Just wait and see.
Now, I’m in the middle part, or exactly almost in the last part of this writing. I get too stuck of an idea. I have to struggle with this condition I think. Just let it go away! It will disturb my concentration if I just keep thinking about it.
Uh uh.. I think, this paragraph has been in the last position of a passage, and the I answer of my previous question is I can make my annoying feeling goes far away, so that I can fully tells about my night today.
Linguistic-Journal 8
Linguistic? I’m not sure whether this word is as famous as the other word, like “love” maybe. If you open your dictionary you will find “study of language” as the meaning of Linguistic. I absolutely believe that most of people are still rare to this word, but I’ll give exception for those who are in English major.
Linguistic is one of the subjects of English major in my campus. The students who have got it will have their own opinion about Linguistic. I believe that 90% from 100% students (includes me) will say that it’s hard to understand it.
Do they have the same reason with me? Perhaps, I think!
I never state that I don’t like or dislike linguistic. For the first time maybe I’ll say that it was easy but, over and over it will change as too difficult. Just imagine, a word (I mean linguistic) but has many parts, and all of the parts (or methods) should be memorized.
You will get nothing for your mid term or final test of this subject if you know and memorize nothing about it too. How about if your lecture is a “killer” one? He/she will never think about you. It doesn’t matter for him/her to say “okay, you’ll have mid term next week” though it’s a hard subject with a thick explanation that should be memorized. He/she will never consider your ability to catch the point of the subject.
All about linguistic are easy and everything is gonna be okay! This is the only proverb for him/her. These cases are the reasons for me to say “linguistic is hard”, or should I change it as “linguistic in my class is hard”
I experience it! I have to memorize 9 units at once (from page 1-125) just for my mid term, and I have to complete all the answers of the questions in limited time. You see that? So, how about the final test? Oh God, help me! I can’t imagine it!
Sorry to say that “it’s the worst damn thing in my life”.
I hope you’ll get the point of what I mean in this writing.
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