I’m in the third semester of my lecturing now. I feel that it’s harder than the previous semester. All the things almost change, from the atmosphere of the class, and so do the subjects of my major. Does it change because of a new place for having lecturing? Or does it change because of I’ve stepped to a higher level (or semester I mean)? As usual, I’ll answer “I don’t really know about that”.
In this semester, I feel like I’ve entered a new life but not a new life of a marriage. I think, my feeling is absolutely right for this case. Maybe a new life that I feel is from my job. On the first beginning of this semester, I applied as an English course teacher at a course beside immigration office. I knew the info from my facebook. Then, I came to the place directly to send my application letter and the other file as the requirement. I had 3 stunts so I could be one of the English course teachers there. First, I should face the written test, second was teaching test, and the third was interview test. Finally, I’ve got the chance.
I have to teach at 16.30 to 17.45 although it’s just an hour and fifteen minutes, I feel so tired and have no more energy after it.
I have to go to campus for my lecturing from the morning to day time. Here is the effect! It makes me have no energy and willing to do all my tasks from my lecture. This is my new life. A worse new life! I do nothing for my task, I learn nothing for my test, and a bad mark that I get. I should realize that I have to face everything. Don’t just make it as a disturbing condition.
It’s easy to say but hard to do. My heart always says that but not for my effort.
Is it my shocked environment?
Well, just say “yes, maybe”
I have to awake from this real bad dream. I have to change it. I have to be what I’m like before. I have to be spirit to go through my life, my new life. Just take this as my struggle for a success. I promise!
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